Happy 47th Birthday Singapore, Grandma Orn and Uncle Shui



OFTD



1. Photos of me and my mum. Camho in the van on the way to aunty's place to celebrate grandma orn and uncle shui's birthday.
2. A group photo at aunty's place.
3. Photos of my parents when they were still dating. I was digging through my stuffs and found them and decided to frame them.
4. Pardon my 2 umglamarous face
5. Food. Satay at Lau Pa Sak.
6. Fireworks.
7. Walked around in Geylang and bought many things.
8. Home.

Pardon my short post today. It's late in the night and I'm tired, so I'm kinda rushing this through. Will be watching brave on Saturday with Camp vision. Yay, can't wait to see my bestfriend.

There's rumors going around, some said that Lee Kuan Yew is dead, some said he's dying soon. Well, I don't know which to believe. I do know that he's getting weaker each day because he's growing older. Oh well, just pray he lives as long as he can.

I feel weak. I feel lonely, even there's people around me. I just feel emtpy inside, like something is missing. I don't really know what I want in life anymore. Sometimes, I just felt like overdosing myself again and go just like that. I don't want to suffer, and I want to die with a pretty face and a full body with nothing missing. And that my funeral will not serve water, only alcohol and vodka, with loud music. Everyone would be happy if I'm gone. I feel very out of place. I have no idea who or where I belong. I should not overthink things. I'm going to bed. I'm going to let everything run through my mind as I sleep and wake up tomorrow with my problems solved. Goodnight. xoxo.