Xiaoqi Chu

Momo & I . 

Like finally I blogged right? Not being myself lately. Had the doctors' appointment on Wednesday, but was kinda late so I only managed to see my psychologist.. Is that a good thing or a bad? 

I think I'm getting more insane.. 

I get very sensitive to people around me and what they say to me.

I might even breakdown and cry if I think whatever they are saying is hurtful..

I've been trying very hard to make myself be happy.

I gotta admit that I am someone who LOVES attentions. 

I received too much..

Recently I was betrayed/ back stabbed, and got into a another smoking case. 

#Don't be surprised if you read this. I know you're the one that did this to me. You're just a bitch who think that you're are the sexiest piece of shit on earth, when in reality, you look like you just came out of cows ass.

LIFE JUST GETS HARDER AND HARDER.

 I just hope it will get better..

That's all I want dear God..

From LOVING to HATING.. 

Now I feel so bad that I thought that no one else out there in the world I could trust for now. 

I feel very lonely.. Maybe I should just die? Should I take the pills again? I feel as though everyone is against me, against whatever I do... 

I wanna run away, go abroad ALONE.  

I am very tired of life, and for now I'll just go to sleep.. Goodnight. xoxo.