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I'm look fat -.- 

Bestf & Girlf.

We were extremely bored. 

We looked like crap.

Me + My new girlfriend that I hangout with. Like finally I have a girlfriend in school.

We looked super retarded -.- HAHAHHA. step one model maintain the face.

Look damn ugly here. Sooooo bright. -.- I looked ugly the whole day of today.

Okay, my face okay la, but bestf face like a blur ~ 

Fail ~

Bestf doing a gay model pose.

Retarded face fail -.- 

Okay this one better.

Helloooooooooooo. 

Okay went cine today, was supposed to go drinking somewhere in holland with Daniel & Kane? Yeaaaaa. then my dear Daniel went drinking yesterday then come back soooooo late then his momo don't let him leave his condo. -.- Okaycan, met Kane/bestf first then go buy cigarettes. LOL. I was so surprised that the uncle sold it to me. HAHAHHA. like a finally i looked .. mature ? old ? kwhatever.

then off to cine, like 3 plus. walkwalk ~ lepaklepak~ 

Meet Liyang&co a little while then off to find Mark&co.

Went 313, sit down, camwhore. talk crap. tell stories while waiting for Phitcha to come.

oh ya. I SAW A LOOOOOOOT OF PEOPLE. 

then they were all like ' eh your two together ar?' 

we were like 'no la' 'you siao ar' 'tskkkk' 

GUY & GIRL CANNOT BE BEST FRIENDS MEHHHHH -________-

WALAUUUUUUUUUUU. 

Phitcha finally arrived -_- backed to cine walkwalk ~ then smokesmoke. 

Ahturl&co came to find us a little while.

 Off to look for shoes for Phitcha~ 

Mac ~ keep forcing Kane to tell me who he's crush in the end still not telling.

 -.- KFINE. DON'T TELL JIU DON'T TELL LOR !  

took the bus to clementi a little while to slack. 

Phitcha came over my house. Talked a lot with her. I'm like so happy like finally a close girlfriend in school, A GIRL FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Happy la, found my type of girlfriend. So other girls won't be going around saying 'flirt with guys until no girls want be your friends' I hate it when people thinks i'm flirting when actually i'm just friendly. 

WHATEVER LA KAY, MY GUYFRIENDS ARE WAY BETTER THAN YOU GIRLS BITCHES. 

i don't know why they think this way lor. To me right, i found out that guys can keep secrets, can be trusted, they don't bad mouth their friends, they're straight forward, they don't themselves ugly or fat to make people around them feel bad about themselves. And when they said they will be here when you need help, they will. Okay I'm referring to my best guy friends/brothers .

Okay i feel so pissed off now. shall remove my makeup and sleep. goodnight xoxo. 

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND. 

This is how much I love my Girlfriend <3 (I know i look very unglam- my big forehead exposed.) 

Girlfriend with NOAHYAP. 

ME ! Yeah, I looked like crap.

Boredommmmmmm~

Did it myself. A bit fail  but to me nice can already laaaa. 

Okay I don't know what to blog about also. 

Okay, Chinese New Year like a fun only ! 

Sat - reunion dinner at home with ahgong and the rest of dad's family. 

Sun- Church in the afternoon then rot at home ~ 

Mon - Bainian ~ evening hang out with girlfriend at cine and met NOAHYAP. 

Walau he sooooooooooooo skinny. 0: 

Tues - Bainian ~ Thai foooooooooood. YUMMMMMMY. 

Today - SCHOOOOOOOOOOL -____________- then off to Daniel's house with jie+keemy. Daniel buy cigarettes for me without me asking. Sweet. Chitchat. Then jie cab me homeeeeee ~ I felt guilty cause I keep talking to jie in thai then keemy don't understand so we were bad mouthing keemy all the way till i reached home. LOL. Then yuanzi brought sushi to my house. (: She so cute uhhh. hotdog+jackrussell, but keep biting -.- Okay, then off to buy cigarettes again. Cab to town. MET NOAHYAP. hahah. i keep type his name in full. LOL. Watched dance dance dragon ? Yeahhhh, the baby so CUTE LA + funnnnnny. 

Cabbing home that time so pekcek. Dad call then talk nonsense, super angry with him. Then go home shout here shout there then i shoot him back until he bwg. HAHAHA. The feeling ar, SUPER SHIOK. lol. then wash up and played with sushi then now blogging ~ 

I like blogging craps, but who cares? THIS IS MY SITE.

HAHAH. Okay. shall sleep now ~ goodnight xoxo. 

Momo & I . 

Like finally I blogged right? Not being myself lately. Had the doctors' appointment on Wednesday, but was kinda late so I only managed to see my psychologist.. Is that a good thing or a bad? 

I think I'm getting more insane.. 

I get very sensitive to people around me and what they say to me.

I might even breakdown and cry if I think whatever they are saying is hurtful..

I've been trying very hard to make myself be happy.

I gotta admit that I am someone who LOVES attentions. 

I received too much..

Recently I was betrayed/ back stabbed, and got into a another smoking case. 

#Don't be surprised if you read this. I know you're the one that did this to me. You're just a bitch who think that you're are the sexiest piece of shit on earth, when in reality, you look like you just came out of cows ass.

LIFE JUST GETS HARDER AND HARDER.

 I just hope it will get better..

That's all I want dear God..

From LOVING to HATING.. 

Now I feel so bad that I thought that no one else out there in the world I could trust for now. 

I feel very lonely.. Maybe I should just die? Should I take the pills again? I feel as though everyone is against me, against whatever I do... 

I wanna run away, go abroad ALONE.  

I am very tired of life, and for now I'll just go to sleep.. Goodnight. xoxo.