thanks dad

 My current hair. \m/ 

 My cousin. 

FOREVERHANDSOME

My little brother. REAL BLOOD BROTHER ARGH. Hot or not?

Lan and ciko. 

emoboy95

EMOKIA

AHBENG.

 Outfit of the day. 

Lan's tattoo. 

My beloved bro. 

Look how the fuck I carry the laptop. Lol.

Chilling at my place. 

Loving my face today.

Act cute fail. 

Bro wearing contacts. 

back to the 90's 

SEE WHAT SEE FACE. 

MY NEW PHONE YAYYYY

Haha, happy la dad sign contract for me. Yay. Loving him. 

I've changed number so tweet me your numbers or facebook pm me. 

Morning went to church because I thought of going for dance practice but church didn't end early so I didn't managed to go. sighhhhhh. Meet lan and ciko. I ACCIDENTALLY HIT LAN'S LIPS AND IT BLED LIKE FUCK. I feel so god damn guilty although he claim that it didn't hurt a bit.

Richard came down to find us a little while then he came my house to chill. Camwhored a lot. See more pictures in my facebook album, and help me like them. hehe. And dad came home with my new phone. 

Anyway I kept saying the 'save the world' song sang my kids in the telly. Very catchy and nice. Haha. 

Sometimes, people just don't fucking know what you're facing and going through and yet judge you. Some even claimed that they understand you and then start telling you what to do, what to feel, asking you to chill and relax. And you just feel like punching their face and telling them to shut the fuck up but you just can't. I mean like, they don't know what the fuck you're going through and they're telling you things as if they've been through the same. I despise these people. Shut the fuck up and get the fuck off like seriously. No offences. 

And lastly I want to thank my dad. 

Although I think you're mean all the time, I still know and believed that you still and always have been loving me. I very try to not look at your bad points and start looking at your good points. I know at times we fight and quarrel, but we never stopped talking to each. Looking at it in a better way, not everyone has a dad to quarrel with or at least talk to. I'll try be a good girl okay. love you too. xoxo. 

Alright, I need to sleep soon. Goodnight sweet dreams xoxo. 

My days.

Okay, the last time I did a proper post was 17th of June?  I shall blog about what I did the previous weeks. 

 1. Dinner 3 Sundays ago.

 2. Hair bleaching.

 - the first time, it wasn't what I expected it to look like, so I decided to bleach again. 

- after the second time bleaching. I immediately fell in love with it. 

(warning: don't do at home. It damages your hair real bad.) 

 3. One of my dinners. Mum was working and she didn't cooked any dinner. Diet. 

- All fruits. Starting to eat healthy food. Getting fatter already. 

4. My nice hair. About to go out. 

5.  My board. -negatives thoughts.  

-My dream and goal. 

I went to Campvision again, as a youth leader this time round. Made a lot of new friends. It's a 3 days 2 night camp. Food wasn't that bad. The dorm was fine. It's a strictly no smoking environment but I swear fucking many youths smoked including myself. haha. I was in charge of a group, and I guess I did a pretty good job? The camp was very emotional. On the first day of camp, the youths from my group wasn't interested in the camp. They were hoping they could go back home as soon as possible. Guess what? Towards the end of the camp, most of them actually cried. The camp made such a great impact on them that some of them wants to come back and become a youth leader and help other achieve their dreams. On the last day, quite many things happened. 1. there was a fire because a youth was smoking and flicked the cigarette butt and it burned the dried leaves. Luckily, the youth leaders managed to put out the fire before it actually burn down the whole place. 2. We got to clean the whole place especially the toilets because it is really dirty. 3. I was asked to find and collect all the cigarettes butts and I actually found more then 20.  4. board breaking. It's where we break through our negative thoughts so we can actually achieve our dreams and goal. It's the most emotional thing ever. I was really sad that it has to end until I found out that there's a after camp bbq session. yayyyyyy. 

6. A after camp must-have dinner. 

7. A super cute note that made my day.

8. School reopened, and I haven't dye back my hair. Not even planning too. Managed to cover it very well. 

9. Home made Thai tea

10. One night before going to bed. 

11. In cab on my way to boys' town carnival.

12. At zouk's event after boys' town carnival. I looked ghostly with my bestie, Ryan. 

13. A group photo. 

 14. Me and Daniel chilling at his place recently. 

P.S I look very unglamorous in most of the pictures. 

A dedication to my new best friend, Ryan, 

Thank you for being my new best friend. Thank you for paying the cab fare lol. Thank you for caring about me. You're adorable. And I hope we could be friends forever. Hopefully. Haha, you even wanted to find me a phone just so I can text. You're the one who wishes Goodnight & sweet dreams to me every night and good morning every day without fail. You get worried if you can't contact me. You're a great listener. You're someone that I don't want to lose, because a friend like you is hard to find. Hope you find this sweet! Haha.  Loves, 

Esther.           

Goodnight everyone xoxo.                                                                                             

Regarding the 30 day blog challenge, I was kinda busy. 

So I shall continue it when I'm free okay? :)