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Grounded for another week. 

Last friday went to chill at Daniel's place. Been a long time since I've been there. We were supposed to chill for a while and head back to school for tag rugby. 

Had a few shots, okay not really a few... but yeah, not that we were drunk, which we weren't, our mood totally changed. Lol, we did quite a lot of retarded stuffs. The reason I was grounded for another week was because I went home with strong liquor and cigarette smell. 

Saturday, Sunday as usual.

Monday had a fight with lan, I don't know whether is it a big issue or am I just kicking up a fuss out of something that I shouldn't be upset with? I don't know. Cried a lot. But in the end everything was alright. 

Today, alone. Kane and Andrew were very nice today. Went to find mum after school. 

Dinner with dad alone.

I'm off to bed now. xoxo. 

past week

Ice skating with bro on Friday night.

 My best annoying loving caring kind brother <3

Night cycling with youth cop on Saturday 

 drinking while looking at the sun rise.

 

#LIKEABOSS

ignore my ugly face and dress please -____- 

It's Thailand's New Year so I got no choice but to wear this to church -.- 

Busy weekend. Grounded till Friday. 

Ice skating was damn freaking fun. You guys should try. *Highly recommended* bring your own socks so you won't have to pay more! And honestly the gloves are really unnecessary its not really that cold. I bought the glove and only used it for a while. You will still have to throw the gloves away in the end. So why not just save money? Haha. lol. In the end you just got to rent the skate, so total it will cost around $17.90! Cheap?

Haha. 

Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday 

Stay back till 6 everyday to complete art work. 

Recently observed a 'friend'. Okay, can consider as enemy. She used to be my best and closest friend in school. Then she had a boyfriend. We weren't friends anymore. Reason become she's afraid I might want to have/snatch her boyfriend. - that's what people told me. Anyway, She look very happy and the relationship lasted quite long. Nowadays, I just see her cry everyday. I heard her boyfriend wanted to break. This coming 27 April, it's her birthday and their first year anniversary. I pity her. Come on, although I don't like her, but I'm not that heartless. She was my friend before and I just couldn't bear to see her so sad, but still, I don't how and what to do. It's gonna be so awkward. I don't even know whether she wants to talk to me or not. People were asking what happened to her, and I was like 'erm, I don't know? I'm not even her friend anymore.' The more they ask the more I'm

getting more curious and I just want to encourage, comfort and help her solve her problems without knowing how.

Well, hey, if you're reading this, which you will probably be, come talk to me. I'm always here alright girl. 

CHEERUP :) 

Oh ya. PEOPLE,

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR UPCOMING MID YEAR EXAMS, AND ALL THE BEST! :)

Okay, that's all for tonight. Goodnight xoxo.

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Planned to go sentosa with girlfriend today but failed. Shall not elaborate on that today. Okay I wil never promise to blog soon. Its never soon. Haha, sorry readers. Recently have been into a lot of deep shit ... and when I say a lot, it means A LOOOOOOOOOOOOT . I lost a friend. A new friend. A understanding friend. Someone I fell in love with. The minute I fell for him, he went MIA. That was pretty hurtful... I keep losing more friends, true ones. Its all because of what I've done. I deserved this. If I could rewind time, I wouldn't do whatever I did again. I need to treasure friendships more.. I feel so pathetic, I feel laughed at. I missed the old times ... Nobody told me that life would be this hard. Nobody warned me. I gotta experience it and learn from my mistakes. Okay I'll end here. Goodnight people. xoxo.