Sweetness of love.

If its obvious enough, you can see that my eyes are a little swollen because of crying, and it is entirely dad's fault. Quarreled with him, he wrongly accused me. And it can be quite hurtful to see/hear someone close to you accuse you badly. therefore there's tears of angers.
Dad is getting more annoying and naggy , mum is going crazy , brother and sister is getting on my nerves and pissing me off , Dear God, please help me control my feelings . ♥

A dedication to our 4th month anniversary. ♥

Purchased a new pair of specs, will be going down to get it later on in the afternoon or maybe tomorrow. Hehe, and I shall start camwhoring with it *evil laughs* LOL. Gotta get to used to wearing specs now because wearing contacts lens is not healthy ! I will not wear contacts lens as much now, its unsafe and not good for your eyes. Our eyes gotta last for tens of years , so yeah better take good care of it yeah !  

Met my ex accidentally, sighed, now he's like harassing me lol. Gosh I really hoped I won't fall for him again. 

I'm attached ! But still he manage to get me at that time when I was attached too.

I gotta be strong this time, I will never do or let anything or anyone to spoil my ongoing relationship. 

So dream on ♥ 

Shall end here. Goodnight xoxo♥

bff's birthday.

Its been so long ever since we took pictures together. Omg, I missed the times ♥ beautiful memories we shared. awesome friendship. Fights and quarrels in between. Most of all, the epic moments. Laughing our ass off stupid random things. Hahhahahah, this is was I treasure most. Friendship. Oh dear. I missed out YILIN, I shouldn't find the picture we took with her :( 

Teerak's fucked up face -.- But still cute uh can <3 

Yesterday was my bff's birthday , BOOYILINNNNN (: Her birthday parties listed as my top 10 event of the year, [laughs] Yeah, maybe a little lame here. Lol. Had loads of fun there (: Was thrown into the pool and got bashed at. Last week was awesome. I was with teerak almost everyday, or is it everyday ? He also stayed over night on Friday and Saturday, dad was so nice ~ BBQ at bff's condo, teerak brought his friend there too . Had a little bit of alcohol because when I came back for more, its all gone -______-  Jaleen,Jerlyn and I brought k-pop stuffs for YILIN <3 . heheheh. so cute. We went off at about 10 plus, walked to Clementi because teerak wanted to eat. Teerak was really very cute that night, SO SWEET.  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ A night I would never forget. ♥ ♥ Got home at 1200. bath etc, teerak apologized in facebook. so sweet   ♥ ♥ Shall end here. bye (:  ♥ 

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Beautiful shots

I just realized that my camera could take shots like that. -Surprised. Then I suddenly became obsessed with the colors. I was trying to make a heart, at umpteen of failures, I finally gave up. We went to the airport today, to send mum's friend off. Will be missing her, may The Lord grant them journey mercy. Just finished clearing my room, arranging my personal things properly. - I am actually a very untidy/messy person. My throat getting worse :( Arghhhh, my voice keep going off. -.- Have been meeting and going with teerak lately. I'm loving it <3 Okay, I'm tired. Good night.

spitting image.

I got bored so I went to edit the photos. I'm so loving the space-like effect ! Its 2:49 in the morning, and I haven't sleep yet. I want to enjoy this moment. I've Teerak by my side, although he's sleeping, I still feel the warmth being near him. I don't wanna screw up my math paper tomorrow, but I've no idea what's gonna be in  it. I've flunked many subjects. I need to passed some, to promote. Just in case you're wondering why am I putting Agnes' picture here. Well, we have the same type of boyfriend, that has the same attitude, in both good and bad ways. We both date older guys. We have a lot in common. She's a beautiful lady, and she's pour out her feelings to me, and I feel important to her even if I'm not. I'm starting to appreciate people around me now. That's all for today. Bye.

Annoying shit.

I'm so gonna fail my mathematics. I don't even understand what the fuck the question was asking. Actually, Nobody does, I've asked around. Dear maths teacher, must you always give algebra questions ? Like seriously, and there's not enough time to finish it. grrr. I hate maths, I'm so not gonna take POA(principles of account) next year. I got a feeling that I might retain this year. Oh God please help me. I don't know what to do with my relationship. I never wanted to quarrel. I never had the intentions to flirt and lie. I just don't understand, and is very confused. Mixture of feelings, adding a little tears, the perfect ingredients for a heartbreak. Ouch. I hate this. I never wanted to let go. It isn't that easy to. I'm not prepared, mentally. I know I'm not wanted anymore. Just let me hold onto a little while more and I promised to let you go completely. I need a saint to cure me. I'm so gonna chop off my hair. To forget you. Wait for day to come. October the 13th, it's gonna be one year soon after the police case we had last year. After 13th, I'm free. I'm able to do anything again. Shall end now. Good night my dear readers. Thankyou for reading.

tired of everything.

Sorry guys for not updating my blog. I got no pictures to update. Finally I have some <3 Hmm.. This week was rather interesting, many things happened. Today went to Ahturl's place to continue my tattoo. Its hurts like a bitch though. I got loads of things I wanna do right after examination. Firstly, I gotta study because I'm still having my exams next week. I'm getting sick, been sneezing all day. Flu. Hope I get better on Monday so I can continue to take my exams. Might be meeting Reiney tomorrow and her other friends, although teerak is threatening me. I'm really depressed. I don't know what to do with my life. I'v no idea of what I want. Shall stop now. Will be driving dad's van out later. bye.

My hair.

They chopped off my long hair. My hair used to reach my boobs. Now its so short !

Okay fine, it wasn't that short behind. But still ! Oh my gosh ! Its short.

I just wanted to reborn my hair and not cut it off. I want a long straight hair not a short one. Anyway, the finally rest was .. Not really that bad. Shall go to school and ask what my friends thinks ! I can't wash my hair yet :( Its getting very oily and itchy. Shall wait till tomorrow ya . Okays, gonna watch some movie later on. Good night readers <3

Mum's Birthday

Mum's birthday on Thursday, had boyfriend to come over. 

Thai food, and wines the whole evening.

My aunt starting to talk to me about me, my mum, my life, her life, etc

I started to cry, and I can't stop for a while. 

Teerak was like asking me to smile etc. He's just so cute. 

Mum talked, uncle talked, aunt talked, the more they talked the more I cried. 

I just felt sad, guilty and emotional.