Backed to life.

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy readers, yes I know, its been sooooooooooo long since I blogged. Anyone miss me ? 

I'm back on facebook. (: Yay. 

Broke up with my boyfriend then soon patch back. At times he's just damn cute, but most of the time, he's just being an ass. And that's one thing that I hate about him. 

Its been one long month ever since I met him. 

Anyway, I've got so many things to update whatsoever is reading my blog now about myself. 

Firstly, I don't know what fucking got into me that I ate 2 handful of Panadol. 

 I woke up vomiting the next day. 

And what the hell, My mama thought I was pregnant, LOL.

But well, i couldn't blame her for misunderstanding. 

 I couldn't take the pain that I was suffering. I begged my mama to send me to the hospital immediately because I don't wanna fucking die yet. 

Had the drip on, and doctors taking 3 tube full of my blood to test every 5 hours. 

Couldn't sleep at night, the environment is just scary, the silences.

My friends visited me (: 

I was just suffering a lot.

After I was discharged a few days, fly to krabi for 2 weeks. 

So was hanging around krabi and phuket. 

Mama said she's gonna buy me a bike the next time we go back (; Excited. 

When I came back till now, I was rotting away at home. Didn't met anyone at all. 

But was hanging out with my mama for a while. 

Christmas wasn't that bad, celebrated in the church with Jasmine (: 

After Christmas, mama started working.

Dad's home early everyday.I just hate the way he boss around at home and then starts nagging until mama's home. 

School is opening in like 4 days time? Woah, That's hell yeah fucking fast. 

Oh yeah, took back my confiscated bag from the Police station (: Didn't thought they would return me but anyway they did. I love Clementi Police Station, they always have hot macho tall police officer. Just can't stop looking at them :/ 

Okay, I shall stop here. Goodnight(:  

Holiday of boredom.

I'm sorry for not doing a proper post for the previous post. Okay people, I've deactivated my Facebook and my Twitter, so the only way to contact me is through phone-(call/sms)/Whatsapp or here, blog, by leaving comments or if you wanna ask anything, type your question at the right side of my blog and then click "Send your question" :) My boyfriend didn't like me using Facebook/twitter so yeah, I deactivated it. (: But I'm trying to convince him to let me use again.

18 mores day and I'm going back to Thailand for a while, I don't know how long. Talking about Thailand, My cousin just passed away.. She's 17 years old, died from leukemia, Suffered from leukemia at the age of 14. RIP cousin...

Been studying a lot lately, holiday is just boring. I got nothing to do. Mum said I looked swollen, I don't know why. There's so many possibilities. And it starts to worry me. but I shall stay strong and believe that nothing is wrong with me. Teerak had been very nice lately.. and also quite nasty. But well, I have gotten used to how he treat me. So yeah, there's no big deal. hmm.. 17 more days to 5 months ? Wow, that long. Looking forward to it (: Have been drinking a lot lately too, influenced by my mum. And its so easy to get. Mum brought 2 carton of beer very 2 days, so there's like a lot to drink . Okay, I shall end here now, bye (:

Sunday 6/11/11

My pretty nails before it was ruined my some drunkards.

At johor with dad.

My leg looked long here.

Long leg II

beloved teerak (:  Handsome + pretty = Cute couple. hahah. lol.

Monday (?)

Teerak , texting a looooooooooooooong message to my dad.

New specs

Camwhored. I think looked funny .. but you guys have to get used to it ! Imagine me in that with no fringe and hair tied up .. 10 times worse than this ! I thought of changing my looks. Should I try cutting bangs ? Got to save money for a lot of things.

1. New clothes.
2. New phone.
3. Plastic Surgeries -[Yes, because it makes you look prettier and have higher confidences in yourself.]
4. New shoes. 
5. New bags.
6. A Wallet.
7. Colored Contact lens.
8. Dslr camera.
9. New domo-[ Current domo that shafiq got me was burned at the backside by boyfriend-.- . And I shall get another on to accompany my domo]

Some of them might be a waste of money but will who cares. heheh. as long as I can find the money to get all those.

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Sweetness of love.

If its obvious enough, you can see that my eyes are a little swollen because of crying, and it is entirely dad's fault. Quarreled with him, he wrongly accused me. And it can be quite hurtful to see/hear someone close to you accuse you badly. therefore there's tears of angers.
Dad is getting more annoying and naggy , mum is going crazy , brother and sister is getting on my nerves and pissing me off , Dear God, please help me control my feelings . ♥

A dedication to our 4th month anniversary. ♥

Purchased a new pair of specs, will be going down to get it later on in the afternoon or maybe tomorrow. Hehe, and I shall start camwhoring with it *evil laughs* LOL. Gotta get to used to wearing specs now because wearing contacts lens is not healthy ! I will not wear contacts lens as much now, its unsafe and not good for your eyes. Our eyes gotta last for tens of years , so yeah better take good care of it yeah !  

Met my ex accidentally, sighed, now he's like harassing me lol. Gosh I really hoped I won't fall for him again. 

I'm attached ! But still he manage to get me at that time when I was attached too.

I gotta be strong this time, I will never do or let anything or anyone to spoil my ongoing relationship. 

So dream on ♥ 

Shall end here. Goodnight xoxo♥